Its Gone...
Its Really Gone...
No more..
What should i do now??
Go confuse 24/7??
Sad?
Emo?
Angry?
HAppy?
What should i really do?
Even though its going to be my Birthday soon..
I dun feel the bit of happy in me..
What i love is gone..
What can i do now??
Nth..
I can do nth..
Really..
Nth I do now will matter..
i hav lose it already..

Haiiz Jux a few more days to my birthday...
Celebrate wif me??
On weekday...
So too bad but than, celebrating wif friends on sat on 6Feb..
U wan come??
sure Jux SMS me or tell me in MSN...
GOing 1 year older le...
Muz not act childish any more liao...
Muz take care of myself if not hw do i take care of my 'LOVES' Ones...
Ok lazy post liao..
DUnno y got tis Emo Feeling inside of me suddenly and its getting stronger...

WTF LAR..
Fking tired sia...
Ok start From yesthaday...
Lazy talk abt sch...
Aft sch went home..bath.change and than went to ys house..
Hav our lun ch at mac..
Than went to gym...
Gym for 1hr30min
Than go swimming...
Swimming damm fun all chiong whack CK and calvin...
Aft that Timothy n Calvin come my house stay overnight as we have togo to Macritchie for the stupit event our sch have..
So aft swimming we bath and went to eat dinner..
Guess wad...
Our dinner was Pizza Hut...
Ate the dunno wad cherry blossom meal..
Cost $43..
I left early as there is thing i nid to do and ask timothy and calvin to come my house themselves..
They told me that they force CK to have 5 Pizza slices till he cannot take it any more cause they are not able to finish their food...
Lucky i run early if not i will be the 1 eating...
Amw they reach my house ard 10.45..
They play my comp till ard 12+
Than all cannot ta han le slp...


Than I woke up at 5.40 and trying to wake TImothy and calvin up..
2pig ask them wake up dun wan hai Yee Hon wait so long downstair...(ps ar YH)
Went to bishan eat Mac(agn) than 1 clever guy suggest that we take MRT to marrymount MRT station and walk there..
Anw we oso late le so.. jux walk lor..
Fk sia the Macritchie there damm far from marrymount MRT hai us walk ard 20min under express way...
Lol we reach there late, no tio scold cause alot of ppl oso late mah...haha
Than the race began at 9am for uppersec boy n girl..
Walk ard 4km than chiong the last 800m...
haha damm fun..
Aft that went to eat prata..
2plain 1 egg lol damm full..
aft that went home liao...
Than yh come my house give me psp game than we challenge each other for ard 1hr+..
Aft that he went home..
Than i hav been mapling all the way liao...
Ok that all i going slp till ard 6pm le
BB..

Suffering...Pain...Sadness...Hopeless...
Is something in me and not something u give me...
Love is something i can give...
But it may not be something i can get...
Care can heal broken heart...
But love can break a heart...
Crush may be fun..
But something when you have vrush, you get crush urself...

Haiizz What should i post abt??

ok...Lets start with Sat...

Hmm woke up ard 9.30(i think)
than wash up SMS ys asking wat time we going swimming...
Than i meet him at ard 11.30 at J8 (bishan)
Slightly Ltr calvin join in to have lunch with us...
We had our lunch at Long John Silver...
Me being poor and all had order the cheapest food there..(no bring money nia)
Anw ltr than we dicided that onli 2ppl were going to swim so we change our mind and instead of going to swimming, we went to watch movie at AMK hubb..
Than we meet YZ(AKa Cow) there...
The movie we cought was HachiKo >>

A touching movie..
Sad but nice..
should go and watch...
want me rate??...
Hmm ok i shall rate 4/5..
Want to noe abt the story..
HAHAHa
Tis time onli 1 choice
1)watch it urself...

Anw aft the movie yz said he does not want to go home so early so he wanted to come to my house i say ok np...
But in the end, we reach TPY We went to safra to paly LAN...
Aft that i went home wif more surprise...
My mother brought me a shoe..


PIC>>



Ok so that abt all for sat...



Ok nw to sunday...
Moring woke up went to my grandmother shop help out..
Cause chinese new year mah alot ppl buying thing mux go help out..
ANw i reach there at 8.15 i am very sure of the time...
Help till 4+ and my grandmother gave me $20...
Not much but at least she gave me...

ANw aft all the helping out we went to malaysia..
and in we ( me, 2 uncle, mother)
SO yeah went there to take my spec..

Oso nice as in what i think lar..
cause i dun care what u think
I noe nice can liao...

Pic>>>

Nice??

ANw that abt all..




Ok nw on to monday..
WHole day shiok except for the last 2 period..
Guess wad is it??
UR rite it is the Worst of the Worst...
Chem period with Mrs.Loy...
HAii so sianz..
OK aft sch we went to eat piaza hut...
Than CK and calvin came to my hoiuse to do hw and play some games..

than aft that ck went to upgrade his psp at TPY centre..
lol gt 1 joke sia..
1guy try to scam him...
LOL he say up grade psp to 5.01 version(not lastest de)
At the price of $80 dollar..
lol funny mah that guy damm dunno hoiw to say..
Than we went bk to the previous shop to ask that guy to upgrade it..
At the cost of $15 dollar and upgrade till the lastest 5.50 genD

So yeah that about all..
and ck psp is wif me now..
xfering game to him..
should i charge him??
Nah dun be so bad..
u guy ar all so bad wan me charge him..
Haiiz
Dotz... i am talking to myself ok that all

BYE BYE off to 'study' le

2day lazy post 2morrow than post..
Sry for my friend hu is wating to read my blog..
And tq for waiting till 2morrow...

Hmm ok finmish my dinner nice..

OK shall post me and my firned swimming photo..
Bt as in photo its Jux playing wif out hair photo...
Ok here they are...LOok at the Fk up face...


Fk lar eye pain leh...
Lol.DUnno wad we doing...

Hmm ok trying to drown ourself..
haha>>>




Thing ur hair nice isit...
SHow u mine haha...






nicer rite...










Ok that all lazy put some more liao...

I ltr than post gt quite alot of phto but see weather i wan put or not

Hiii..
Welcome to my new post ^^
Okay so its 20thJan2010..
9pm..
So 3more hour and its my gd friend birthday...
>>> Yee hon aka No Hair...
^^
OK so Early Happy Birthday ^^
OK ok i noe tis phto is old but its the onli 1 i have of his...
cause hard take his photo lar ok muz forgive me...
Anw boring day 2day stay in the sch hall 2period listening to things that we have already noe...
Stupit sch y tell us thing we noe..
Jux let those hu Never hear be4 go up to hall can le..
Waste my time...
Haha wan noe how fast i run for my 2.4km??
Ok i tell u ...
I walk for 4round and run 4 round...
And time is 17min...
i think girl timing oso cannot so long lor..
nv gt train de..
14min??
no kicks de lar..
Put horse come(in chinese)
^^
ok that all form mi today...
BYe bye
Shall continue to dl my psp game...

Hw can i get to know you better...??
Hw can i get closer to you...
Hw can i love you more...
Hw can i care for you more...
Hw can i not love you...
Hw can i say no to you...

You are everything to me..
I will do anything for you as long as you ask..
I will do everything you ask...

Hmm..
Love you so much..
TIll i dun love anything else...
Never did i love some1 so much..
In u i found peace,happiness and joy..
But even if i cant have you...
Its okay... Cause
As long as u are happy i will be...
Cause ur tear are my weakness and ur smile is my strength..
Never be sad..
Stay happy..
ANd i will always be on ur side..
Will do anything to make you happy..
Never make you sad...

Jux cought a movie on the Big Screen...
And i mean BIG SCREEN...
Anw the movie me and my friends catch was
The Spy New Door>>

Hmm the movie was not bad..
Funny was for sure..

THe movie was abt a spy that fell inlove with some girl...
And he left being a spy..
But the bad guy were still aft him..
Wan noe the rest of the story gt 2 choice..
1)Ask me...
2)watch the movie urself(haha)

Ok anw tat all
BYE BYE

I love you more every day,
My name I long for you to say.
Do you know just how I feel?
Do you know this love is real?
Sometimes I wonder what you think.
When you hear my name, do your cheeks turn pink?
Do you dream about me every night?
Wish to hug me and hold me tight?
Do you think we're meant to be?
Together forever, you and me?
These are the questions that run through my mind,
Your way into my heart, you did find.
It drives me crazy as to what I should do,
Should I risk a friendship and confess to you?
Or should I keep my feelings inside,
Keep them locked up, let them hide?
I just don't know what to do anymore,
My heart it aches, my heart it's sore.
I love you more than you could know,
And I don't want to ever let you go.
So even if I'm just a friend,
I'll always love you until the end.

Haiiz Such a sad peom

Happy new day..
LOL i lame><
Nth to do mah so anyhow post lor...
Anw Happy 17Jan2010
ONli have 1 of tis date so be happy ^^

HAiiz...
forget abt i wrote jux nw...
JUx writing wad i feel inside of me...
Dun ask me y..
Jux feel like writing all my feeling down..
To let remind my-self thats how i feel..

Anw dun talk abt tat le..
Ok as for now..
I have yet to eat my dinner...
HAng on i go eat dinner 1st...

Ok so tis is my dinner pretty weird rite...

>>>

o yeah nt forgettingHaha nice to drink ^^

Ok that all

I think of you...
But do you ever think of me??

I miss you...
But did u miss me??

I love you..
But have you ever loved me??

I feel sad when i cant see you...
But do you feel the same way i do??

Missing you everyday
When can you be mine?
And when can i be yours??

Jux saying...
Does not expect any reply from tis...

Okay...
I shall nt talk abt sch i will talk wad happen aft sch...
Ok so aft sch rush back home..
CHange cloth and bring gear for swimming...
And as for gear is(towel,underwear and pant onli...)
So i went to Yip sheng house 1st played L4D for fun...
Ok wadever... Blah blah blah
THan we went to The condo opposite J8...
Went there to swim and go gym to waste time...
Anw yeah jux swim and gym...
no take photo there..
But aft that we wnet to have dinner..
I and Yip shewng ate Beef Noodle...
While Yan xun have hor fan...
Anw aft dinner..
This is wad we do...
We saw tis car...(between u and me..Its mine..) >>>

OK wad ever.. aft that we went to play ground....

Pic over here..
.


And 1 video i make myself >>





Ok so that abt all...
Aft that all of us went home liao ^^

Haii....
Woke up 7.30 today...
dragged to go to cherch...
Ok so woke up,and wash up..
Change cloth and when to take bus...
took bus to bradell mrt station...
From there take mrt till admiralty...
Ok so the cherch service started at 9 we reach there ard 9.10 so jux walked in quickly...
During the service i was so tired that i fell asleep(due to slept at ard 12+ going 1am the nite be4)
ok so aft that went to lunch...
Than go to AMK hub..
bought a new hp strap for my hp(well duh...hp strap of course for hp...)
Anw than went to my grandmother shophouse...
help out awhile...
than my uncle ask me weather want to folo them to malaysia..
i say well ok...
SO i went home took my passport and away we gooooo....
ok so we reach there ard 5.50...(tq smooth traffic)
And we went to a car shop to repair my uncle car...(drive 2 car there)
So yeah...aft that went to have dinner...
Aft dinner did some shopping...
Buy a Hp puouch for my hp....
And make a new spec...
Show u guy 2week from now...
Its nice okay...
Than went to collect my uncle car and went home...
So for the 1st time...
The traffic was so smooth that..
We reach singapore woodland in 15min..
From malaysia custom...(fast??)
Yeah so aft tat went home and bath...On comp...
Play maple...,
Post tis msg...
Slp...
And of course Dream for You...

Haiiiz shall post wad i done today...

Ok woke up ard 10.30am...yeah i noe very late...
Anw went out wif ys and cal at 1.30pm...
Went to gym to excise^^ haha nid to be fit...
Anw aft gym we played tennis....
Aft tennis we went swimming...
Yup do alot of thing together...
aft swimming we went suna...
Jux to dry ourself...
Haha...
Anw aft tat we forgot the time and it was 7 aready...
so we went for dinner in a coffee shop nearby...
Have Mini Wok for dinner...
Quite nice...
Aft went to take bus 57 home...
Bath on comp...
Maple awhile than post tis liao...
Going play other game le...
Cya ^^

Haii jux post cause i nid to...
Ok that all cya

Haiiz bored day... dunno wad to write....
Ok let start wif i woke up at 6.05 tis morning...
Met ys at ard 6.50 have breakfast in a coffee shop...
i have wanton noodle while ys have hor fan ^^
While eating the sky sudden turn black and start to rain heavily...
we ran to sch... reach sch whole body wet lucky phone no wet haha...
Anw than ltr gt the stupit tempreture taking...
Nv bring so hav to go the the middle of 4th story and take tempreture..
Stupit lar my hair cover forehead the cannot take my tempreture...lol waste my time...
SO we where the 1st 20 to take but i and ys went bk the last 2nd and 3rd....
Sianz...
Blah...Blah...Blah...Blah...Blah...
Ok sch ended...
Should be going to SIngapore poly but nv went...
instead i went to watch movie wif friends nice movie...
the movie we watch was Cirque du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant
>>>>Pic there
Nice movie rate it 4/5 stars
lot and lots of action
As what i think i noe it will whave a 2nd part of the movie...
Confirm...110%
Lol anw watch the movie while it was still in teather
While stock last ^^
anw aft movie i went home....
play some maple than post is msg liao...
OK that is the end
Gd nite to all

Haiiz jux came bk from tution aft i hav bath finish...
See i sooo gd...
Come bk let ur read my post le dun let ur wait ^^
Unlike some ppl come here jux to GL ppl..
OK ok Let nt talk abt tat ani more ^^..
OK where should i start....
Hmmm...
OK i woke up at 6.20 2day wash up..
I went out ard 6.40 to go sch(well duh where else can i go so early)
Took bus 232 reach bradell MRT station and took MRT to bishan to met deon...
So we walk to sch...
Anw no asseble in the parade square cause the floor is wet...
Went to class stright....
I luv today lesson...
very slack but intresting....
1st 2period is SS(social Studies)...
teach say alot of thing-blah blah blah
We copied alot of thinkg oso...
Next 2 period is PE, we ook hight and weight aft that we played some games...
The most intresting lesson of all...
Is the lesson aft pe, and it is chem ^^
Almmost no lesson thank to a classmate make teacher angry ^^...
SO aft tat went to recess...>>>blah blah blah
Ok sch end le at 2...
Did not went to ncc meet as i dunno where it is find whole sch cannot find than nvm...
Went home play comp abit...
When to tution at ard 6.06pm
so came back bath le post liao...
ok lazy to continues type on le
BB all...

WoHoo Yeah...
Instead of not using comp i used it...
cause i finish dye-ing my hair...
God damm black but the colour is nice de...
Not those BBQ Black.....
Anw Happy wif the colour lar...
BAck to normal colour haha...
now is gd boi liao nt bad boi le....
Anw give comment abt tis new skin...
I have a hard time finding it...

Ok 2nd dya of school and guess wad...
My Dark brown hair tio cought liao...
Lol Pro mah 2nd day tio cought...
But lucky lar nv tio send home...
1 of my classmate tio send home...
O sad....
Anw dye-ing back my hair to original black colour ltr...
SO wont tio catch liao will be veri VeRI safe from DM...
Hai 2day tired dye le hair will go slp stright liao...
So wont be on9 in the night to day..
at least aft tis post lar...
O yeah BTW
i will be dye-ing it back at home....
Gt my mother bto help me dye back,so no nid waste money...
^^
LUcky me
Ok ok..
That the end of the post for 2day
Stay happy my friends...
Dun be EMO...

Fk lar nth to post liao

Jux enjoy New/old song that i put ^^

Saying Goodbye, Goodbye Poems

I know I have to face the day when my morning
will not be as sweet
when i'll wake up and feel like something is missing
and nothing is there
everyday i fear this morning is getting closer

every night i fall asleep
i sleep in hope of dreaming
that everything would be like it was before
but i can't get the chance because reality will not
leave me alone

I will always have to confess one thing
nothing scare me more than loosing the person that i
have always had by my side
at nights i'll feel so alone and lost without you and
maybe you'll be lonesome too

I know I'm being selfish for wanting something i can't have forever
but i will always feel in my heart and in my soul that
you belong to me
no matter the distance no matter the place no matter the time
my mornings are getting colder
my nights are getting wrestles
I will never stop thinking about the day i'll have to
say it
the day i'll have to say goodbye

that day is getting closer...
the day I've been wish for never to come
the day of your departure
I'll watch helpless as you turn around to leave
a part of me will die the day I'll let you go.

Is tis what is happening to me??
Hope Not...
Nah nth like tis will happen to me de ^^
Stay happy ^^
Muz think happy so i will be happy...

Woah!!Woah!!Woah!!

Its a new year...
So muz work hard at the start of the year so
when it come to test and exam no nid scare...
Anw today woke up at 9am
eat washup than eat breakfast, on my computer
Play maple wif friend till noon, aft ate home cook lunch...
Aft lunch more maple but at ard 4+ when to tpy centre cut hair,
but before we reach tpy i drop by my grandmother place have a little chat than off i go...
I when to my mum friends hair salon so yeah trush-worthy wont ani how cut my hair...
Cut my back, Sideburn(very short) and my preious fringe(slightly abv eye onli) bt i nt angry tis time cause hair gt coulour than cut short lor if nt go sch double offence more jialat than hair long so hair shorter but than gt colour...
its more worth it dun u think??(while i think is worth it) dun care what u thinking...
Reach home have dinner than on comp play till nw actully nt much playing i spent most my time sitting ard doing nth waste my useless time haha...
pei-ing frienbd in maple sit there do nth...
so that end of my story for the 1st day of new year...
so going to watch tv liao buh bye see u guy reading my post 2morrow...

Gd nite....

Happy New Year!!!

Wish all my firned and loves one to have a happy year no more trouble,happy everyday wont be sad....

Anw HAppy New agn Love all of You !!!